Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Deciphering …

Absurd with feelings of illuminating thoughts

Grasped emotions that most haven’t sought

I stand in dismay…unsure what to say

I know what I mind and unsure why I do.

We are all fallible…to say the least

But I will confess; I am no longer at ease.

How should one move forward… or how should one grief?

Dismayed at love… absurd to believe… enlightenment has come to me.

Friday, June 4, 2010

What I’ve lacked

I’ve lacked inspiration

I don’t know how to deal with this devastation

I stopped writing while thinking what has become

Along came some distractions, so I became undone

I sit here with no reactions

I have nothing to tell

Have I had my satisfaction?

I’ve lacked inspiration… and who to tell

The agonizing threat lingers over my head

The distraction

The reaction

And constantly receiving no satisfaction

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Old vs. New

Discipline has become my forte…but with a price to pay.

I am longing for those “olds days” minus the dismay.

Those eradicated feelings need never to resurface again.

Even though I yearn- clearly, the new me will never descend.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Lost Way

I’m not sure when I lost my way…not sure who’s to blame.

I’ll take full responsibility for what I did wrong.

I should’ve known better

… Apparently, I was wrong.

Divided we stand…

I’ll pay the price…even though the situation was over hyped

Ignited by fumes that burn so bright, my lovely monsoon…

The fire burns day and night.

When the ashes settle… things will never be precise.

I’ll be presumed lost within flames

As I continue to implore that we both are to blame.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

DO IT FOR HAITI…
On Monday the 18th (MLK-Holiday) the owner of the Helvetia Tavern (Address: 10275 NW Helvetia Rd, Hillsboro) Mike Lampros will be donating all profits to relief efforts in Haiti.
Doors open at 3:00 pm.
Please, stop by…have a beer have two, if you don’t drink have a soda, have their famous burgers, or have a veggie burger.
This is a great way to help out the people that are in Haiti because all profits… that is right…all profits will go towards Haiti.
See you there?
Peace, Love and Much Unity, Lilian

Thursday, December 31, 2009

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There is some form of authenticity in this world, but most people prefer to live… ostensibly.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

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My life is seedless while my world is fruitful.

That is how most ought to be.